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Friday
Sep142007

Book Review: The Heroin Diaries

heroindiaries.jpgEven in the depths of heroin addiction, Motley Crue bassist Nikki Sixx was able to pen his memoirs. Now, his new book The Heroin Diaries: A Year in the Life of a Shattered Rock Star (Simon & Schuster 2007) openly tells the story of one very messy past. Sixx says he hopes the retelling of his addiction helps others.

The book begins in December 1986. Motley Crue is working on Girls, Girls, Girls and Sixx is cracked out of his mind 90% of the time. Throughout the book, it's pretty clear Nikki was trying to deal with his family abandonment issues and using the drugs as a catalyst to numb the pain. It's easy to judge while reading the book and it's easy to not feel sorry for a very famous, very rich rockstar. Still, money doesn't fix everything and it some ways only made Sixx go more crazy. Since he was (is) so wealthy, he could buy as many drugs as he wanted. Thinking about the amount of money he injected into his body is both disgusting and pathetic. Earlier this week, Sixx appeared on Fox News Channel and chatted with Greta Van Susteren. During that talk, he said that this is "his year to give back." He'll donate 25% of the proceeds of the book to the Covenant House for troubled youth. I hope 25% comes somewhere close to the amount of cash he gave to dealers between 1986 and 1987.

For me, the most compelling parts of the journals are reading Sixx lie to himself. I would like to believe that the journals are at least 90% true. If that's the case then the crazy, drug-induced ramblings are mostly accurate. Most times after shooting up or chasing the dragon, Sixx would barricade himself inside a walk-in closet with a shotgun, fighting massive paranoia. The drug sent Sixx into major psychosis and he always thought people - mainly the police - were coming to get him.

If you've read The Dirt, then you know the backstage debauchery that is Motley Crue. Some of the stories are just downright disgusting. After reading The Dirt, Tommyland and now the Heroin Diaries, I'm convinced no one in Motley Crue is able to truly love a woman and form a meaningful relationship. Yes, all the original Crue members have kids and I am sure they love them, but this isn't the same sort of love or commitment, now is it? I'd be a hypocrite to say I didn't read the Heroin Diaries with a judgmental eye. Still, I'm not an addict and (thankfully) I've never faced such demons.

With all that said, please believe that the Heroin Diaries is one damn good read. If you're a Motley Cure fan, you'll probably dig the book and all the inside accounts from various important people within the band's inner sanctum. Sixx finally owns up to events that he's lied about in the past, and the tone of the book moves from depressed to hopeful. At 413 pages, it's also a quick read.

A note about the Heroin Diaries soundtrack: the music adds another dimension to the book and I now understand why Sixx opted to release the music first. It gives the listener a sort of premier to the addiction tale without giving away too much. Taken together, the Heroin Diaries book and soundtrack offer a compelling look at a man who was certainly spinning out of control.

Thursday
Sep132007

An Open Letter to Tommy Lee (Part Duex)

tommylee.jpgDear Tommy Lee Bass (or T-Lee, T-Bone,T-Man),

So, I hear you've quit Motley Crue again. Is it that time of year again, Tommy? Did things get a little rough in your 15 bedroom Los Angeles mansion and state-of-the-art home recording studio, Tommy?

Do I need to remind you again, dear Tommy, that it is fans like me - millions of us strong - that helped you get the mansion, helped you snort a gazillion dollars worth of cocaine, helped you and the rest of Motley buy a private jet, helped you stay in the finest hotels, helped you see the world beyond your wildest imagination?

What am I getting out of this love/hate relationship, dear Tommy? Not much. Granted, the Crue has a pretty darn good back catalog of work and I'll be forever grateful for Shout at the Devil. I mean, it doesn't get much better than that, does it?

A few days ago, you said you were "over" rock music. Nikki Sixx recently said to the press that you listen to rap music hours a day. It's good that you've got widespread music interests, but let's get real.

I did public relations for a professional orchestra, Tommy, and that sure as hell didn't make me Yo-Yo Ma. To this day, I can appreciate the depth a string arrangement gives a heavy metal song but that doesn't mean I'm going to try and wrangle my way backstage at an Itzhak Perlman concert to score an interview.

You can rap all you want Tommy, but you ain't never gonna be Ice T, Ice Cube, Vanilla Ice...or even Kid Rock.

Yeah, I said it.

After the brouhaha at the Video Music Awards, I was on your side. After all, I always thought Kid Rock sucked, but now I realize you suck too.

Maybe "Pebble" should have knocked you upside your head a little harder. Pam Anderson could have soothed your nerves again, you could have gone home and checked the mailbox for another giant Motley royalty check and bought another Porsche.

Whatever.

I just listened to New Tattoo again. You know what? The late Randy Castillo did a pretty damn good job keeping up with the rest of the Crue. No, that album isn't Dr. Feelgood but then not many are. When it all comes down to it, we're all just a big ball of cells - cosmic matter. It's what we do in life and how we treat others that makes us matter. See the distinction?

When I first heard that you'd quit the Crue again, I thought "well, that's that." Now, I'm not so sure. Motley Crue isn't one person, and the rest of the boys can go on, record and tour without you. I hope they do. I hope you see their success and feel like a jackass, because that's what you are.

Tommy, I know you don't give two shits about my opinion - or anyone's opinion for that matter - but you better realize that everything I'm saying here is true. You look like a joke swaying your arm to the beat, wearing your cap sideways. You're not hood, you've never been hood...and you ain't never going to be hood. If you want to turn your back on your one true talent, and please believe that talent is drumming, then so be it. It's your life after all. Just don't bitch when things fall apart.

Remember, Tommy, love and hate's the same to the Black Widow -- and you, my friend, are about as white as they come. Holla!

P.S.

I am waiting for my refund. I demand my $50 back from one of your crappy techno shows with DJ Aero. I didn't know you could get the same kick out of performing in front of 100 people versus 40,000 in a sold out stadium, but what the hell do I know?

I hope Nikki Sixx, Mick Mars and Vince Neil never let you back in Motley Crue. It would serve you right.

Love and kisses,

The glam mistress.

**Suggested reading: An Open Letter to Tommy Lee (May 25, 2007)

Thursday
Sep132007

The Good 'Ol Days

So Tommy Lee has quit Motley Crue (again). This time, it's over a lawsuit, a few million bucks, and the desire to be a rap D.J.


Whatever. You better damn well believe the glam mistress has more than a few things to say about all of this. I'm really behind today because life got in the way, but I'll post a love letter to Tommy Lee within a few hours - please hang with me!


Until then, here's a video from the good 'ol days: Motley Crue performing "Bastard" at the 1983 U.S. Festival. I think the song title fits.



Wednesday
Sep122007

Mr. Sixx Goes to Washington

Tomorrow I will review The Heroin Diaries: A Year in the Life of a Shattered Rock Star by Nikki Sixx. I was smart and pre-ordered a hardback copy and I was pleased to find the Amazon.com box waiting on my front step Monday afternoon.


Last Thursday, Nikki Sixx spoke about addiction on Capitol Hill. He was an invited speaker of NAADAC (National Association of Alcohol and Drug Abuse Counselors). At first, Nikki was clearly nervous but quickly relaxed. He spoke off the cuff about his crazy past as a wild rock star and junkie. I'm trying to not be jaded about all of this. Sixx says he wants to help kids and since he's a parent, I want to believe his motives are genuine. At any rate, his Capitol Hill talk was from the heart and thankfully short. Here's the video:



Tuesday
Sep112007

It's Britney, Bitch

britneyspears.jpgFrom now on there will be no more Britney Spears bashing. Yes, she sings canned pop music in the studio and yes she lip synchs on stage. You would lip synch too if you danced hardcore.


For one day only this site will move from Glam Metal to Pop Princess. Yes, one day only.

I'm sick and tired of people saying Britney looked fat at Sunday's Video Music Awards. Because I have the enviable job of working in the T.V. news business, I saw her performance. Guess what? It wasn't that damn bad.

I dare any one of you get to up in front of millions of people, wearing a diamond studded bikini and sky-high stiletto heels.

The worst part is mainstream journalists - the elite media - calling Britney fat. Ten seconds later there's a transition wipe and big-haired, ditzy anchor talking about eating disorders among teenage girls. A producer with a better mind than the anchor probably wrote the damn questions and it's both sickening and embarrassing. You know what? I had an eating disorder when I was a teenager. I was terrified of gaining two ounces. It tore my mom apart and Eric and I fought all the time. It's not a good way to live -- and I dare one person to challenge me on this.

While we're talking about it, it's sickening that MSNBC is rearing the entire breaking coverage from September 11, 2001. We all know what happened that morning. We know how that nightmare ends - or never does, depending on your thoughts on President Bush and the illegal Iraq war. Makes me embarrassed to earn a paycheck that way.

Back to Britney.

Let's recap: there will no more trashing Britney on this website. If you leave a nasty comment about her, I'm going to take it as a nasty comment directed at me and it will be erased.

Now, Britney doesn't always do pop songs. She's covered classic rock from time to time. Here's Britney singing "I Love Rock n' Roll." I love her clothes in this video.



Monday
Sep102007

Geoff Tate: The Bring Back Glam! Interview

Bring Back Glam! recently spoke with Geoff Tate, lead singer of Queensryche. During the chat, Geoff talks about the band's new greatest hits album, working again with Chris DeGarmo, the lengthy process of making studio albums, and why we should all get off the treadmill of life. Transcription follows.   

geoffmicstand_wm.JPGBring Back Glam!: Let's talk about your two new albums. Sign of the Times which just came out, and your cover album (Take Cover) that’s due out later this fall. Why did you decide that Queensryche needed another greatest hits package?

Geoff Tate: There’s so much stuff. It’s (Sign of the Times) a two disc set, and it’s pretty cool actually. The first disc is songs most people would be familiar with…and our second disc is demos and unreleased material. Plus, there’s a new song on there that we wrote with our former guitar player Chris (DeGarmo, original guitarist) this summer. It’s called “Justified.” And the artwork is very cool. It’s Hugh Syme, he’s done some work for us before…it looks fantastic.

BBG: How did the new song with Chris come about?

GT: We meet for coffee pretty regularly. When we have coffee, our conversations usually turn toward events that are going on with either ourselves, or the world. With him it sort of lead to a studio session.

BBG: So Chris wanted a separate career, but he still enjoys making music?

GT: I guess so. He doesn’t really like the touring aspect of being in a band. He does like the physical making of the music. We work together whenever we can.

BBG: Do you think you’ll get together and make another album with Chris?

GT: I think the two of us probably will.

BBG: But not an entire Queensryche album – just a solo work?

GT: Right.

BBG: Is it likely that Chris will ever join Queensryche on stage for a live performance again?

GT: I would never say never, but it doesn’t look too likely at this point.

BBG: How did you select the songs for Take Cover?

GT: We picked songs that we liked. Everyone got to pick a few songs, and the rest of us were forced to use those songs. We tried to find ways of appreciating them, which was actually a pretty neat exercise. A lot of times when you hear a song, or you know a song, perhaps it doesn’t move you. Hearing it from one of your band mates, you get their take on it and what they find interesting about it, and use that as a gauge. So you find yourself appreciating things you wouldn’t normally appreciate.

BBG: So if everyone got to pick their own songs, which are your selections?

GT: I picked the song “Odissea” which is an opera song. I got to sing Italian, and that was a challenge. I also picked the Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young song “Almost Cut My Hair.”

queensrychelive_wm.JPGBBG: Do you have any formal opera training?

GT: Yes and no. A little bit here and there, but was so long ago…

BBG: Do you consider Queensryche a Metal band or a Progressive band?

GT: That’s all too category driven for me. It doesn’t make any difference. Categories are defined different ways for different people. Music is something that everyone interprets differently and nobody’s wrong. It is what it is. I don’t think there is a good or bad piece of music. Music is art. It’s expression. It’s emotion. It’s not a sporting event.

BBG: How long does it take Queensryche to record a new album?

GT: There’s no formula for it really. It’s something that happens, when it happens. You can’t regulate, or put limits, on creativity. Sometimes a song will take five minutes to write. Sometimes it takes five years. It’s all so…subjective. Hit and miss. You can’t corral the whole thing. That’s what makes it great, keeps it interesting, keeps it human. Otherwise we could just program a machine to write a song for us.

BBG: Do you credit your band’s evolving sound to the human experience?

GT: Making a record is…each record is very different in its own criteria. For instance, when you write a record like (Operation) Mindcrime, it’s a story. We felt we had to set the story within the context of a soundscape. So then we had to create a sound for this character to operate within. And so, to do that, you try to find certain core combinations to create a certain atmosphere, and then you utilize those core combinations in different ways. So that you don’t lose that atmosphere when you tell the story. It’s very challenging to write a record like that. On the other hand, you might have a record that’s a collection of individual songs and you want that to be a very different movement from song to song. You want the atmosphere to change. Again, that’s a hard way to make a record too: to not have any consistency or theme, or anything like that. It just depends. You use different studios, engineers, every room sounds different. There’s different ways to mic instruments – all that adds to the unique soundscape of a record.

BBG: Is Queensryche currently working on an album of all new material?

GT: Well, we began a new studio record a couple months ago, and we’re in throes of recording now. We took a little break to record the cover album and to do the tour we’re on now. It’s our dream tour. We’re touring with Black Sabbath with Ronnie James Dio singing and Alice Cooper. These two bands were incredibly influential to us when we were staring out. Black Sabbath with Ronnie did three incredible records that really were the catalyst for Queensryche getting together. That was the music that we all discussed, talked about and referenced and listen to. It was all very inspiring to us at that point in our career.

BBG: Do you have a title for the new album?

GT: No, it’s not to that point yet. The only thing I can really say about it is that it’s a concept album. It has a central theme, and all the songs relate to that theme.

BBG: Since you just started…do you have a target release date?

GT: Gosh, I hope it’s out by next summer. Either summer or fall would be nice.

BBG: Are you planning a major tour to support that album?

GT: Yes.

BBG: You did a solo album a couple years ago. Do you have any plans for more solo releases?

GT: Yes. I actually have two in the works right now. They are in various states of completion, or disorganization. It depends on how you look at it.

BBG: Why disorganized?

GT: Oh, you know I’ve got so many things going on. When Queensryche beckons – it’s my first priority – I have to put other things on hold. We’re working very diligently, so my solo stuff kind of sits on the back burner, boiling away.

BBG: Can you tell me a little of what you’ve got in the can so far for either solo album?

GT: I’ve got two and they are very different. One is a collection of individual songs and the other is theme record.

BBG: You interest me with your “theme records.”

GT: It’s like putting together a puzzle. Finding the pieces that work, then creating a soundscape and the lyrical direction. You know, paint a picture. I find it interesting, because usually a subject will have totally different facets to it. I think it’s great to approach each different facet with a song. You can kind of get a real… more of a feel for the idea or theme when you approach it from a number of different angles.

BBG: What’s been your career highlight with Queensryche so far?

GT: Every day is a highlight. I have to pinch myself. It’s really incredible. I hate to say it. We’re so incredibly fortunate. We tour and sell records in 26 different countries around the world. We get to visit amazing places and see incredible things and experience a life that most people don’t. I wish everyone could pick up and go traveling, and not get locked into the whole commercial that we get sold and so many of us buy. You know, “go to work, get up. Go to work, get up.” That treadmill of life -- I call it drudgery. It’s such a complex thing, too. You get locked into obligations and responsibilities and it happens at such a young age. You get that pressure from your parents to go in a certain direction, and at an early point in your life, you don’t know what you want to do. The whole “I’ve gotta have this, and the stuff costs this much, so I have to work this hard…” Then you’re on the treadmill, and you get locked in. Before you know it, you realize all that stuff owns you. Get rid of it all, it doesn’t mean anything anyway.

BBG: How old were you when you realized you wanted music as a career?

GT: Well I was nine when I really discovered music. That’s when I started on that pathway, I didn’t know what I wanted to do. I heard this song by Jefferson Airplane. “Somebody, uh--”

BBG: “Somebody to Love?”

GT: Yes! That’s it! I heard that guitar riff, and it just got me. I started thirsting for the music. I wanted to see what was out there. It sort of set me on a life path that I really didn’t realize until I was in high school. That’s when I started singing in a band and really got the bug. Then I started writing songs, and that sort of sprung me into action.

BBG: I would imagine your parents were fairly supportive, especially after hearing your voice.

GT: No, they were not. My parents came form a generation of people that really were not thinking outside the box. My dad was from a military background, they do what they are told. That was kind of his way of thinking. I was not of that ilk at all. I definitely had my own ideas and I wanted to pursue things, so I did it all without their approval or support. I did it on my own. After, of course, it became successful and they realized it was something I was good at [and] I could make a living doing it; they were O.K. with it at that point. They’ve come to accept it, and it’s not big deal. At the time, it was kind of a stressful tension between us all.

For more information, please visit www.queensryche.com

 


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Sunday
Sep092007

The Video Music Awards Are a Waste of Time

MTVlogo.jpgTonight in Las Vegas, MTV will roll out of the red carpet for their annual Video Music Awards show. In my childhood, the VMAs were a huge deal: I would look forward to the show for at least a month. The VMAs are always over the top, and they (used to) feature some really amazing performances.


If you don’t recall or didn’t have cable way back in the day, MTV launched their first award show in 1984.


Tonight, the nominee list is completely lackluster. It makes me wonder why bands and labels even spend the money on music videos these days. MTV never plays them, and the best way to get them aired it seems is on Myspace.

Here’s the sucktastic list of nominees for best group:

Fall Out Boy
Gym Class Heroes
Linkin Park
Maroon 5
The White Stripes


The categories for awards are now stupid. “Best Rock Video” is a defunct category, replaced with such worthless titles as “Most Earthshattering Collaboration,” "Quadruple Threat of the Year,” and “Monster Single of the Year.”

Give me a break.

So, tonight while half the teeny boppers in the world are watching MTV, I’ll be using my precious TV time on something else.


Now, this isn’t to say that past VMA shows were a complete waste. The 1992 show had some killer performances, including Guns n’ Roses with Elton John and the Nirvana incident when bassist Dave Grohl smacked himself upside the head with his own instrument. Plus, Nirvana and Axl Rose got in a big fight during the show which stirred some controversy.



When Guns n' Roses were still a new band, they won the award for Best New Artist in 1988 for their video in support of “Welcome to the Jungle.” The band's performance during that show is now regarded as classic.



Most amusing is the infamous Poison debacle when C.C. DeVille showed up to the 1991 show completely blitzed and couldn’t even pull it together long enough to play the right song. Bret Michaels slugged C.C. offstage after that mess, and suddenly Richie Kotzen was in the band. If I had a time machine, I would suck myself back to 1991 (yes, at about age 11) and watch that incident from side stage.


Also in 1991, Queensryche won the Viewer’s Choice award for “Silent Lucidity.” The band was nominated for a slew of Moonmen in 1991, and were a featured performer at the awards show.



In 1996 Van Halen (with David Lee Roth) presented an award, fueling reunion speculation. Of course it didn’t happen. Much later in 2002, Sammy Hagar and David Lee Roth also teamed-up to present an award.


Here’s Van Halen (with Hagar in happier times, at the 1991 VMA show)